Being a kid no more

I am a kid no more, being 23 years old, an adult. Shouldn't act like a immature one just because still a student. My time management, financial management, socialization, future, all are on my hand to choose. Looking at myself and the people around me, I starting to few empty in me, I couldn't find a thing in me, which is promising. Been 2 years, and what have I achieved and lost, was my responsible to myself and my loved ones. It's time for me start the decision making.

To be or not to be. Being a useless person
To stay or not to stay. Staying at the place where I'm standing.
To run or not to run. Running as far as I could.
To do or not to do. Doing things I'm supposed to do.
To keep or not to keep. Keeping my dreams.