歌迷上
>> Monday, July 18, 2011
曾经何时，嗯中六吧，我是YUI的歌迷。
每天每天都会锁定在yui-lover forum, 虽然不会很active，可是也算是advanced member。
YL里的成员，都是来至世界各地的，全都死鬼疯狂，有时候很佩服他们，也羡慕他们。
YL，总会让我在那里觉得有一丝丝的归属感。
那里有着厉害的日文翻译者，每一次都准时翻译所有有关YUI的事物。
也有着热心的guitarists，总准时post上YUI最新单曲的guitar chords和tabs，连covers video都有。
真感谢YL。
我不疯狂。
Hardisk只有个大约10gb的文件夹累积着YUI所有的mp3，mv，yui locks，yui radio，电视节目录影，magazine scans，scores等等等。
至从上大学后，除了mp3，就不再去下载其他的了，jaringukm蜗牛般的慢。
可是如果有天这所有都不见了，我可能会哭死。
至于CD/DVD，我只有四张… 因为还没有经济能力，加上以前家乡都很难找（借口）。
可是现在都没有去买了，真是不够supportive，不够敬业的歌迷/消费者。有天，有天，我会再买的。
六月的时候，YUI第一次在日本以外的国家-香港，办演唱会，我差一点点就跟着YL一起去了，可是被理智拉回来。
现在看着大家的照片和影片，尤其是他们在偷听YUI彩排的时候，我都会跟着紧张和感动。
有点后悔不跟着去，如果有天她来Spore，我一定会去。
Dear YUI，因为你，我开始抓吉他，每天每天都抱着吉他学你的歌，练到起水泡，等水泡一干又继续学。也因为你，我开始尝试创作，有人会说我有你歌的影子，呵呵我并不介意，因为我所会的chords都是从你的歌学来的。对不起YUI，接触了更多的音乐后，我已经有一阵子没听你的歌了，不再进去YL，手机也不再收着你的歌。可是我没有忘记你。看回一些以前我曾经喜欢的艺人，我会笑自己到底为什么当初会喜欢他们。可是你，会是我老了后，还能让我保持着那份感动及感恩的心的一个偶像。想说，谢谢你让我认识你。也谢谢爸爸按Astro让我不小心发现YUI的《Goodbye Days》。
谢谢YUI歌迷上
随便来一首《feel my soul》，这个版本对我来说是珍藏版，因为非常难找。
今晚，我想听完YUI所有的歌才睡觉...
お休みなさい！
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TYVM
>> Wednesday, July 13, 2011
Life's such a crazy bitch. -Edmoon-
This is so true.
From home to career, from friends, even from a hobby.
It's everywhere from all sides that you can get so pissed off with them sometimes.
Yet I won't let those dumbass ruin my day. There's a life I need to deal with.
And with their repetitive fuck off actions, I had trained my EQ well.
I have to say this.
Thank you very much, you dumbass.
This is it
>> Tuesday, July 05, 2011
This is the part when you're being attacked repetitively by the same person successfully.
This is the part when someone's words on something that you can't do much about had made you feel vulnerable.This is the part when the person's conscious/half-conscious intentions had started becoming thorns on your dignity and reputation.
This is the part when you feel so alone that no one is there for you and no one understand you.
This is the part when your heart gone empty and tears are not even consoling.
After that, that is the part where you had your break down and build up the walls.
That is the part where you see no people who doesn't look at you differently.
That is the part, where you no longer feel home in the place you categorized it home before.
That is the part.
That is the part, that occurs in your life occasionally.
That is the part, where your decision is made.
To live with it, to live beside it, to live in it, or to live out of it.
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