空了

>> Friday, April 22, 2011

终于我已完全地脱离了吧

没有人再发觉我在那里的存在
讽刺的是,这是我一开始就准备接受的事
是我该做的选择,也许也是我的无情
或者这是迟早的事
不过,那速度还真让我吓了一跳,真实地有点难以自信
有点可怕

我并没有不再爱

心痛了

也跟着被挖空了

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感动

>> Wednesday, April 06, 2011

又因为indievox的email subscribe,让我碰见了一个日本post-rock乐团 - MONO


花了一晚的时间下载了它每一张专辑,用了一天的时间偷偷在上班时候听。
完全不理会同事们在聊天的存在,MONO,从它第一张专辑到Hymn to The Immortal Wind,带我进入了另外一个空间里,很忘我地抛开了一切。

那吉它,悲伤且抱着希望的旋律,把感情和情绪从低潮带到高潮!

我真的无法去形容那一切了,我哑口无言,因为太震撼了!太汹涌得能让我想哭!

Ashes in the Snow,是indievox里MONO‘'s playlist里的第一首歌,也是我尝试听的第一首歌,也因为它,我想更了解mono。听完了全部专辑后,我觉得它是MONO经过了十年进化后的极品。Ashes in the Snow,还是我最爱的一首。


很遗憾我现在才认识MONO,不然去年它来KL的时候就可以去看他们的现场了。今年MONO Asia Tour,五月7日会在KL举行表演。很遗憾,难过死了 T_T

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昏了头

>> Wednesday, March 16, 2011

在你眼里我看不见自己的存在
看清一点其实
从以前到现在,这事实都没有变过
只是是我冲昏了头一味在寻找

而在每一个可贵又难得的时刻里
我既然忽略了自己最亲爱的学弟妹和伙伴们
放空
也把灵魂和心脏给弄丢去了

这动作,并不是一时冲动的愚蠢
是累积过来的愚蠢
我再一次地成为大笨蛋一个
死笨蛋一个

死笨蛋一个

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疯掉

>> Sunday, March 13, 2011

忘不掉!就是忘不掉那每个时刻!!

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Happy February

>> Thursday, February 10, 2011

FB shut down.
Songs volume turned down.
Leisure mode off.
Relocated lappy to a good typing condition.
Sitting position adjusted.
Reference book opened ready.
Microsoft Word opened.
Report file opened.
Hands raised to the keyboard.
Mouse's cursor moved....

and the blog's "New Post" button is being clicked.


Apparently, after dinner, I was supposed to rush up my report, was having mind set up to turn on working mode. But then..but then.. out of the blue, I went to my blog instead, my own blog that I seldom visit myself =.= just because of this pity blog is being mentioned by my cousin today, reminds me of the existence of this being-abandoned-for-a-month-already blog. Sorrieee Mindlessness..


So this is my first (or maybe only) blogpost for February =)
February, finally went back to Sandakan, for a fruitful and tummyful CNY. The next will be Valentine's Day, too bad that it has nothing to do with me.. wuwu sedihnye... And the next will be the very bery busy days of rushing up my reports. After submitted my leave application for NTLP and Balik Kampung (again) in March yesterday, I was suddenly being bombed with the deadline to submit my work. So in order to have my happy gleefully March, I will burn my ass to finish my work within this month.

Happy working to those who are working.
Happy studying to those who are studying.
Happy CNY to those who'r still enjoying and celebrating.
Happy Valentine's Day lor, to the couples.
Happy hahahaha, to the singles.
Happy February.
And good day good night to everyone~

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