I wanna

This is serious.


I wanna suck myself out of my body and let it to be lonely.
I wanna scream out loud until I can't make any sound.
I wanna, I wanna hate music that it makes me feel so sick.
I wanna close my facebook, msn and never online again.
I wanna run to a sea cliff and jump, or just go being a nun.
I wanna take everyone of you out of my head and forget.
I wanna pull out my eyes, let them bleed, and die.

I wanna...

I wanna say...

I wanna say...

These are just stupid helpless jokes.

But I AM now feeling helpless, tired, frustrated and sad.
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And I am kidding, anyway. I was, not now anymore, after writing such silly things.

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