You're grieving not only for what you lost, but for the life you had envisioned. You're grieving the future; for all of the plans and dreams you had in your head. Now that's all gone. There is this wonderful saying, "You have to give up the life you've planned to find the life that's waiting for you." All our lives we grow by giving up things. By loss, by moving on. Big Things, little ones. How we handle those losses really defines who we are.
All you need is a place where you can talk out loud; where you can hear what you really think. What YOU think. What you want to do and what you don't want to do. And you'll know when it's time to move on.
If you don't acknowledge and feel it, it will never get out of your way. Unacknowledged feelings are like a drunken cousin at a family reunion; they never shut up so you can hear anyone else and you have to be able to hear what's next in your life, what path you might want to travel down. You have to be able to see what's there, what's right there, right in front of your eyes. -Nora Walter, Brothers and Sister-
In the morning, I was being tagged in this FB note, posted by Clara who quoted it from the TV series Brothers and Sisters. This TV quote, hits the spot hard, very.
想到死
>> Sunday, October 10, 2010
2010年10月10日，讨厌死今天了
早上，发了个公事上会发生的恶梦，超逼真，希望星期一开工时顺顺利利
下午，姐妹们的毕业礼，却下大雨，虽然有聚到，可是大家都被雨淋湿，十分狼狈
晚上，虽然是迟早会发生的事 - 今年新调子音乐营的FB照片
看到了每个画面，每个面孔，每个时刻，还真的促进泪腺分泌
我很想念，真的很想念，想到讨厌起命运和认识了你们的自己
真的想到死
笨蛋，是时候要潇洒地放开，只淡淡地想念了
不稀罕
>> Saturday, September 25, 2010
我是成年人，照顾自己是自己的责任了
虽然说关心身边的人尤其是亲人，是人该做的基本事情
可是我不要了
所以我不会再期望你们的关心
免得自己又再觉得自己可怜
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虽然说关心身边的人尤其是亲人，是人该做的基本事情
可是我不要了
所以我不会再期望你们的关心
免得自己又再觉得自己可怜
笨蛋都不如
>> Tuesday, September 14, 2010
刚进入了另一个人生阶段，就经历了很多的无奈，悲愤和孤独。
那种精神上的疲惫，快让我喘不过气了，觉得我每天都在演戏般过时间，像死人般没有人看见。
连提起勇气开大音乐，大力唱大力弹都没有。
会说什么做个厉害的笨蛋，要爱自己，也是只说给别人听而已，自己却做不到。
一直都在骗别人骗自己的我，简直是笨蛋都不如。
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